Back to the grind

I’m back in Florida, and I’m both happy and sad about that. Happy because its cold as hell in Michigan (though the change in weather was nice) and cause I was going stir crazy being with my family. I love my people, but my hometown sucks. Everytime I go back I see what a wasteland it is, and I silently thank God for giving me the intelligence and opportunity to get out of that place. It sucks giant monkey balls. You couldn’t pay me to move back. Anyway, I’m happy to be back in my place with my own space and own computer and own bed and own car. I missed my car.

I’m sad though because I miss my family, especially my mom, already. Our visits are always too short. And soon I’ll be sad to be back in wack Florida (though it is better than my hometown). Anyway, it also sucks that I have to go back to work, after being off for over a week. Do I even remember how to go back to work?

I’ve gotten serious about wanting to get a new job. I love my current position, but I got to get out of Florida. And I’m not sure that I want to spend the rest of my career in the defense industry, and I’m not sure that I can achieve my career goals here in Orlando. I’ve given it a lot of thought, and moving is the best thing for me.

Oh, and here’s the other reason that I wanted to come home – the boys. I miss one more than the other, and I was hoping to see him tonight, but he’s not back in town yet. *sigh* I’ll probably see him for dinner tomorrow.