First, let me just say, my bad on the whole writing thing. It’s been a long time, I shouldn’t have left you without something dope to hold you over…but it’s been a struggle. The struggle has been all in my head though, cause I’ve had plenty of things to say and Twitter has been getting a lot of my good material. I gotta stop letting blog posts come out in 20+ tweets. I miss writing so I’m going to work on doing better, I promise.
It’s the end of April, and so far it’s been a great 2014. Everything hasn’t been perfect, and my job continues to be largest source of non-happiness, but overall, I’m great. Life is great, I’m happy and apparently everyone can see it. A constant refrain I’ve been hearing is “You’re so happy now! You’re the happy Jubi!”
Really yall? The happy Jubi? What does that even mean???
Well apparently, it means that I’m no longer the angry mean person I used to be. Now I’m giggly and smiling and glowing. Posting happy pics and messages and whatnot. My friends have noticed, both my local friends and those far away. If I run into someone I haven’t seen in a while, the first thing they say to me is how happy I am. I’m getting FB messages and texts commenting on how happy I look & seem to be.
All of that is true – I am giggly, smiling, and glowing. I’m a big old simp now, I’m always posting on FB and Instagram and Twitter. What can I say, I’m in love! I’m happy in my relationship, I love him lots and I’m in a really great place relationship-wise. I really never thought I would be here, I really believed that I would be an old maid. I’m out here caking but I don’t think I’ve changed into a totally different person…or maybe I was just in denial about how much negativity was in my life and how much of that people saw. I did definitely go through some things but I thought I was a pretty happy person overall.
Nonetheless, I am a very happy and apparently it shows 🙂
Now I just have to figure out how to share more…