I’m in Palm Beach for a training…Class is pretty interesting…Nice to be out of the office for a few days.
Was at dinner alone tonight, and realized that I spend a lot of time alone…More than I used to. And its not fun, at all. I still don’t have any friends here…the few people I thought I was getting cool with have been flaking on me, and I don’t really know where that came from. Definitely dont have the crews I used to roll with in college and grad school. Once you become an adult with a job and regular day-to-day stuff to do, how do you meet folks of the same sex who are just cool people to hang out with? Unfortunately, being in a sorority here is not helping me, because so far the sorors have seemed to be flakes…I get promises of phone calls and get togethers but then I don’t hear from them until I run into them at the next Greek event *insert random skeptical face*
I hate that this post is making me seem needy…but seriously, living down here is sucking up all my fun energy…I used to be such a fun girl, I could make friends anywhere…and now, I’m such a lame…
Not to mention, folks that are already in my life are proving to be untrustworthy and unloyal…So not only do I not have friends, I don’t even have associates who can treat me decently. Its gotten to the point that I don’t know who to trust. And that saddens me. I thought I was doing better and making better decisions, but I guess not.
Maybe I’ll never get my stuff together.