So I just remembered that I had a blog.
Ok, that’s a lie. I’ve remembered for months…it’s just be hard to write. I’m not exactly sure why I found it hard to write here, but I did. So I just kept..avoiding this space even though I know that the best thing for me to do is to write regularly, no matter what it is.
Beyond not having the motivation or strong desire to write here, I also had a few things happening. My pregnancy was somewhat all-consuming but not in a bad way. I just got really into the experience of being pregnant and everything that came with it. My instinct to research everything went into hyperdrive during my pregnancy – I Googled everything I could Google. I read books and I joined FB mama groups (some are better than others, let me tell you) and I talked to all the mamas I knew. And then I waited and waited and waited some more for #BabyPi to show up. She is my child, so she took her sweet time and decided she was going to come when she was ready, which meant she showed up on the first Friday of 2017. Thanks for dashing my hopes of a tax deduction!
The first six weeks have been hard and fun and fulfilling and challenging and more. Josephine (aka Phi) is such a sweet baby, and I’m just in love with her. She loves to cuddle and honestly, I love having that excuse to cuddle with her for hours. Overall she’s a pretty chill, happy baby but she’s still a baby, so we’re dealing with middle of the night feedings and fussy evenings. Overall though, I’m overjoyed that I decided to take this plunge into parenthood.
I’m on maternity leave for another 6 weeks, so I have a good chunk of time on my hands. I’m going to use some of it writing and getting out all these random thoughts I’ve had in my head. I’m also plotting my next moves for 2017 – I put some things on hold in 2016 once I got pregnant, and now that Phi is here I need to kick things into high gear so we can make some moves.